help

went to ust today.

hahaha. passed the interview in nursing. gee, i cant believe they believed my lies. lies about being a close family (i.e. i can tell my family anything, no secrets), attending church at least once a month...blah blah blah...at least i didnt lie about contributing something to the community, esp. my barangay. i just told them honestly that i dont throw my trash on the streets. yep, that's my community service--not littering.

though one question bothered me. which would i prefer to see, feces or a broken bone. ah...broken bone? they just nodded. and inside my brain i was like what the heck did i get myself into. i realized i dont like to see both.

im pathetic.

hahaha. sa 26 pa malalaman kung pasa ako sa PT.

confirmation sa nursing april 2 and 3.

hahaha. 1 more week to decide what course to take.

bloody life.

yes, i agree with you, pat, parents, especially fathers are nuisances. i was 90% sure na i will choose PT. i told him that. and do you know what the dude said? actually, 'twas lectured. he gave this long monologue about they (my parents) being old and they cant be there for us forever. and if you want to go to college just for the sake of a degree and not a good job, then dont go to college at all. and remember, you cant rely on your husband to feed you even if he's rich, he might be a mama's boy and you might not be in good terms with your mother-in-law.

um...what does those have to do with me wanting PT?

and then he continues about knowing someone (he claims to always know someone, i think he knows the whole world) whose daughter took PT and cant get a job after she graduated.

but then i replied, some people i know (this is true and i am not following his style) informed me that PT is in demand in some parts of US.

Popsy: yes, but you need to get a masters degree.
me: yes, i already know that (he already mentioned it a lot of times). what's 7 years if i really like PT?
Popsy: there's a big difference between 7 years (2 years masters kasi required yun if you want to work abroad) and 4 years in nursing. and remember, we will not be always there for you. im 50 now. you want me to work until im 57?
me (did not answer since he's not really working. it's more like ordering people around. our shop is not earning any money after all. and we still have to pay the workers because they are working. working about stupid things like painting the house and installing lights that we dont need)

crap, now i feel guilty. im a bad daughter.

Popsy continues: it's a lot better if you graduate early and work early. you'll save more and can retire young. and he goes back to his first lecture...

yes, i know, he just wants the best for me. but i feel so confuse and stress out. i dont want the day to come that i will be very poor and my nursing sister would be very rich. and then my father will always give the the i-told-you-so look and speech for the rest of my pathetic life. huhu

and then a while ago i learned na maraming bumagsak sa PT. so magiging irregular sila and will need to study one more year. 6 years na sila. ang dami raw talaga bumagsak, esp sa anatomy and physiology. yun anatomy nila concerning the cadavers na. yes, they already made hiwa-hiwa with the dead body. haha. huhu.

i dont have the heart to slice a frog. what more a cat? a shark? a freaking corpse?

and yun mga prof sa PT in UST, nagbabagsak daw talaga. pero yun nursing, nagpapasa sila. pag 74 ginagawang 75. tsaka mukhang mas madali yun nursing kasi wala ng corpse. haha.

haha. huhu. hahaha. huhuhu.

now, im really confuse.

to PT or to nursing. that is the question.

please help this pathetic and mix up girl.

meanwhile, im going to drown myself with books. there's a part in the kite runner that i find very disturbing. oh well.

uh.

well....i didnt expect to post a new one so soon...but then if you're bored, if you have no choice.

the reason i didnt expect to post so soon is because i initially planned to do nothing this vacation but read books. but then unfortunately, there's something wrong with me.

it seems that my eyesight is getting worse. i cant finish a book chapter without wanting to throw up. literally. i got this stupid headache everytime i try to read a book. i figure the reason i feel not throwing up now as i am reading this is because the computer screen is a new environment. though i dont know how that makes sense. well, nothing makes sense.

instead of feeling refresh after 12 hours of sleep, i just want to sleep again. i was really surprise because after sleeping really late last sunday morning, i was able to sleep at 10:30 sunday night. i woke up at sometime in noon that sunday, so i was only awake that day for ten hours more or less. TEN HOURS ONLY!!! what is freaking wrong with me?

today i woke up late again. i wouldnt be surprise if i sleep again at 10:30 tonight because im starting to feel sleepy now. what is wrong with my brain? my hypochondriac self is starting to suspect that i have brain tumor. my cousin died of brain tumor last year. who knows, it might run in the family. they (my cousin's family) only found out it was brain tumor after they went to the doctor because they're wondering why my cousin is always asleep.

well, i guess my sleeping late gives a good excuse why i didnt greet candice earlier. happy birthday, dude.

it's not only my brain. it's also my stupid digestive system. i just ate lunch and a dessert and im still hungry. believe me, i ate a lot. have you guys tasted the newest flavor of selecta? the limited edition of brazo de mercedes. it tastes like....brazo de mercedes. well, it's really delicious anyway. you guys should try it. it's P189.

you guys got any suggestions of how to spend my summer? nagmovie marathon na ako kahapon. lalo akong nahilo. haha. sabi ng atsi ko mag-exercise ako. paano kaya yun, gutom nga ako eh. tsaka kakakain ko lang. grabe talaga, ang contradicting noh. haha.

buti na lang may radyo, titingin na lang ako sa ceiling namin na may decoration na dots habang nakikinig ng music....

o kaya...magpapainit na ako ng noodles...cge na....im gonna pig out na lang while watching bullet-proof monk starring chow yun fat for the nth time...

if i keep up with this, baka di na ako makapunta sa prom. it's either di na ako makasya sa gown ng atsi ko or hospitalized na ako.

grr....sumasakit naman uli ulo ko............

im dying....help...

psst..

grabe, narinig niyo na ba ang latest sa up diliman?
may mga nagsasabi na nagcheating daw and candidate for summa na si bernadette lopez. sobrang pinagkakalat, pero walang concrete proof. ang masama, baka di makagraduate itong si lopez. nalaman ko lang ito dahil pinag-uusapan ng mama at kuya ko. worried si momsy kasi baka madamay si Daryl. kasi naman, next in line siya sa candidate sa pagkasumma. kung ayaw ipagraduate ng UP si lopez, yun daryl nayun ang magiging summa. basta ngayon, nagkakaroon ng mga questioning, inaalam ang katotohan. yun lang nga ang hirap kasi walang gusto mag-witness. sabi ni daryl nagbobotohan daw ang mga propesor ngayon. grabe naman yun, may justice ba si lopez at ang kanyang mga kasama kung sa boto lang dadaanin.

read niyo to, ang panig ni bernadette lopez

http://beachbaby.multiply.com/journal/item/125

im gonna miss you piple though this title is not related to my post. haha

yes, lilipat na si ara christine reyes (that's her whole name) sa abs-cbn. happy raw siya roon kasi mababait daw mga tao roon. haha. nameet na kaya niya si devel locsin? haha. gagawin niya yun remake ng eva fonda 16. dati yun ginampanan ni alma moreno. may pagka-x-rated yun, pero alam mo naman si christine...may experiences na siya. lalo na sa movie niyang green paradise, pero nilangaw raw yun eh. tapos yun next movie niyang "ate" kasama at prinodyus ni hazel reyes (a.k.a. ara mina). may bed scene siya roon kasama ni paolo paraiso, ang husband ni ara sa movie. haha. imagine mo? nakipag*** ka sa asawa ng kapatid mo. haha...masking fiction lang yun noh...kadirs pa rin...

hay naku, ano ba tong pinagsusulat ko...i always forget that majority (if not all) of my readers are minors. sorry ah, alam mo naman utak ko...pristine as the green waters....haha...naalala lang kita berns.

yey...rami pupunta sa prom...dapat lang, last na natin time na pwede magwala. haha. di naman kasi tayo pede magwala sa graduation at baccalaureate....may mga matang nakatingin. lalo na yun laging magkasama...haha

grabe, im gonna miss you all...

p.s. to my honeys na di magu-ust...
sorry ah, pero kasi papakasalan ko sa simbahan ng ust ang mga honeys ko na magaaral sa ust...i believe congratulations are in order for me...haha

haha

bloody mr. rapper...

grabe naman yan, iiwanin na nga natin siya may pahabol pa siyang ek ek.

compilation tsuva pa siya. eh, pinakinggan lang naman natin yun mga story niya na parang nasa kindergarden tayo. ba't pa kailangan ng compilation? it's not like we read anything.

hay naku, dati puro angel locsin, ngayon puro turon naman. well, mabuti na yun no...gusto niyo ba magsimula ako sa paglilipat ni christine reyes? haha