i dont even know why im posting

i should be studying right now. problem is...i dont know what to study first because they're so many.

Q: what's the common conversation topic in our class today? especially when we're in zoo lab?
A: "i think im going to shift"
"where are you going to shift?"
ITHM..COMMERCE...CFAD...ACCOUNTANCY...WAHAHAHA...

I PASSED THE 1ST AND 2ND SHIFTING IN ZOO. WAHAHA...PERO I STILL CANT RELAX KASI MAS MAHIRAP NGAUN ANG 3RD SHIFTING.

BIRO MO, PINAPAHANAP NILA SA AMIN YUN MGA SPECIFIC VEINS AND ARTERIES NG FROG. HELLO, I GOT A POOR VISION. AND IN THE FIRST PLACE, I DONT KNOW WHERE THOSE BLOODY BLOOD VESSELS ARE LOCATED.

PATI PARTS NG HEART...EH ANG LIIT NGA NG HEART NI POLLLY DOLLY EH.

blah

okay, gotta do this fast, internet might stop working again.

this week was very busy. and next week would be busier. so dont expect any new posts. haha

the finals are near so the stupid profs are giving us lots of assignments and quizzes.

nothing really new in my boring life.

for now, the whole class is busy practicing for our phil his play next saturday. im playing the maid who's going to audition in american idol. wahahaha...im gonna lip sing payong, tagalog version of umbrella. which is ironic because that song infuriates me.

but what can i say. the director who is not really the director wants me to sing it.

walang ginagawa kami kundi magpractice. ang masaklap, laging di kumpleto so bulok pa rin kami hanggang ngaun. and what's worse is that act 1 to 4 has no connection with each other. i dont know how you can call it a play. but then, the scriptwriter is adamant. for some reason, he sees a connection between the 4 acts. let's just hope the judges also did.

i already cut polly dolly. one centimere from the linea alba. i saw her spaghetti-like organs. haha.

crap. zoo lab is getting more difficult. sobrang memorize ko yun mga muscles, pagdating sa practical, nalito ako sa mga prefixes, suffixes at vowels ng mga names. argh. 30 seconds lang kasi bawat palaka. sobrang time pressure.

now we need to memorize the stupid OIA (origin, insertion, action) of the muscles. ang dami!!!!!!!!!!! tapos nang-extra pa zoo lec. 8 chapters!!!!!!!! almost 200 pages!!!!!!!

well, well, well...

well, it seems that i need my sister after all. wahaha. bati kami ngaun.

yesterday, september 12, friday, was the birthday of my popsie dearest. my sis and i decided to give him a gift since we gave our mother a gift. it wouldnt be fair if the other half of our chromosome producer didnt receive a gift from us. and so we both went to sm san lazaro last thursday.

we planned to buy red wine because a.) my father likes wine and b.) red wine is good for the health. but we were confused when we saw the different kinds of wine. we dont know what brand tastes good since...well, my sis and i are not drunkards. haha.

so we decided to buy a liter of welch grape juice instead. we chose the one with the antioxidant even when it is more expensive than the ordinary one. we also bought lays. the baked one which according to the nutritional value at the back is much healthier than the other lays. haha. we really want our father to be healthy. he's smokes and drinks kasi.

we received our frog this friday. i still dont know what to call it. my blockmates have names for their froggies already. my seatmate who's a guy named his Chelsea. another one dora. haha. i dont know what they were thinking. i'm thinking of naming my dear amphibian polly dolly. it's the name my sister wants kasi for my youngest sibling when he was still in our mother's womb. kasi yun mga babae nga sa amin initials ay P and D.

so if i name my frog polly dolly, it's like im saying that that frog--which im going to dissect--will be my little sis. um...

contrary to my earlier thoughts, i wasnt really afraid when i received my frog since it's already dead. it's quite smelly from the formalin but it just feels like rubber.

i asked for my sister's help in extracting the polly dolly's skin tonight. in fact, my sister did 95% of the job. haha. i really thanked her. nagawa na niya kasi yun nung nag-aral siya ng PT. my sister was a bit brutal with our youngest sister..pero okay lang..di naman natanggal yun muscles..haha

BITCHY SISTER

OH HOW I HATE HER. I WANT TO MURDER HER. I WANT TO POISON HER. TO STUFFED HER INFURIATING FACE WITH A PILLOW. $%^&*

WHY AM I THE ONE ALWAYS WAITING? I HATE WAITING FOR HER. SIMPLY BECAUSE I ALWAYS WAIT FOR HER. EVERY WEEKDAY I WAIT FOR HER. EVEN IF HER CLASSES FINISHES EARLIER, I STILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR HER. WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS? THE QUEEN? EVEN THOUGH I HAVE TWO 6:30 DISMISAL, I STILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR HER. WAIT FOR HER GOSSIP WITH HER FRIENDS. WAIT FOR HER DO STUPID STUFFS.

HER EXCUSE? SHE HATES WAITING SO SHE DOES SOMETHING TO PASS THE TIME. AND SO, I WOULD BE THE ONE WAITING FOR HER TO FINISH HER DO THE THING SHE DOES TO PASS THE TIME. WHAT A FREAKING ASS.

SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS. WHEN I COMPLAIN TO HER ABOUT THIS, AKO PA ANG LUMALABAS NA MASAMA. I EVEN PITY OUR DRIVER. GUTOM NA, DI PA RIN MAKAUWI KASI KAKAHINTAY SA KANYA. MAY ULCER NA NGA DRIVER NAMIN EH. BUT SHE DOESNT CARE.

A WHILE AGO SHE COMPLAINED ABOUT THE FLOOD IN FRONT OF THE GATE IN DAPITAN SIDE SO SHE CANT COME OUT. WHAT AN ASS. PAANO KAYA AKO NAKALABAS? MAS MAAGA PA SIYA NA-DISMISS, PERO AKO PA RIN ANG NAGHINTAY ULI.

MASYADONG SENYORITA. KUMAKAIN SA KOTSE, DI BINABABA ANG GINAGAMIT NA PLATO. NAGBIHIS NG DAMIT. DI BINABABA ANG SARILING DAMIT. IBA PA ANG DAPAT GUMAWA.

NAGAGALIT SIYA PAG MAY PINAPABILI AKO SA NANAY KO. EH SIYA, NAGPAPABILI RIN. NAGPAPABILI NG PAGKAIN, DI NAMAN KINAKAIN.

BITCH.

fucking sister

hay naku, nakakabwisit talaga ate ko. ang swapang niya!! kabagu-bago ng celphone, ang ganda-ganda ng camera, at ayaw niya ipahiram. actually, di ko na naman kailangan hiramin, may papapicture lang naman ako ng mga ilang tao sa kanya. mga katulang, yun driver, tsuva tsuva. basta, ang dali lang i-picture, tapos pasok lang sa computer. ganun lang kasimple, ayaw pa niya. basta, nae-epal talaga ako. kasi kung may kailangan siya, tinutulungan ko siya. eh ako ayaw niya tulungan.

tapos narinig ng tatay ko problema ko so kinausap niya ate ko. yun ate ko nabwisit at ni-lecture ako. ako pa raw ang may kasalana. sarap patayin!! di pa rin ako tinulungan.

grr..talaga....gusto ko talaga siya patayin ngaun. lagi na lang kami nag-aaway. halos everyday na. kung di naman, di nagpapansinan. bwisit talaga tong buhay na toh. kaunti na lang...tatanungin ko na si God kung bakit ko pa siya naging kapatid!

10 YEARS NA PALA WESTLIFE!! HAHA. PERO DI NA SILA GANUN KASIKAT NGAUN, EVER SINCE UMALIS SI BRIAN MCFADDEN

3rd day of college week

grabe, may reyes and reyes annual lecture seminar kanina. sabi 9:30 ang call time. nagsimula 11:00. grr...sobrang filipino time talaga rito. tapos sobrang boring ng lecture. for the first time, nakatulog ako habang may nagsasalita sa harap ko. half yata ng class namin nakatulog. masyadong nakakahiya sa speaker. sobra pa namang busy yun speaker na yon. he is a doctor na maraming mga letra sa likod ng pangalan. siya raw ang doctor ng mga Pilipino na pumunta sa beijing para sa olympics. ang sabi nga sa introduction sa kanya na in demand siya sa mga seminars na kagaya kanina. honestly, i dont know kung bakit siya in demand. yes, marami siyang alam, pero ang boring niya. mga joke niya walang tumatawa. haha. ang sama ng mga taga-ust.

after lunch, instead of going to the CRS exhibit, which again is required, we went to the guidance office. i took a personality test...and guess what? im stubborn!! haha. i already know that. kaya nga lagi ako pinapalo ng dad ko ng belt when i was young. im also independent daw. ows. haha, takot nga mag-commute eh. ako lang ang liberal sa mga friends ko, lahat sila conservative. pasaway rin daw ako sa mga rules...haha. i prefer to work alone rin--which is true. i am shy and reserve at first--which is also true, pero sira na pag naging close. sabi nga ng councilor na natatakot siya for me, kasi baka ma-worsen yun pasaway factor na meron ako...tawa lang ako...

sa bahay, may narinig akong music kanina. first time ko yun narinig and medyo patapos na siya, hula ko westlife kumanta. tiningnan ko sa internet, westlife nga!! haha. hindi ito yun first time na nakilala ko yun music style nila. grabe, ba't ayaw nila baguhin? feel ko kasi pare-pareho na tuloy yun mga tunog ng songs nila.

but you know, i still love them!!

haha..oh cge, im gonna hear and watch their music in youtube. i miss them already!!

continue...

so anyway, kaya proud to be in rehab ang title ko sa previous post, yun kasi ang nakaprint sa college shirt namin. oh di ba, ang ganda. lahat kami mga baliw!!

so may amazing race today, tuesday. may 2 representatives bawat classroom. 2nd to the last kami!! kasi yun last, na-injured. wahahaha..

we also watched a film. title is "the wooden camera." okay lang siya. it's about gangsters and discrimination. but if you're a lit teacher, you'll say it's about love and friendship. it's only a matter of perspective, i guess. masaya yun film kasi libre popcorn and junkfood.

the next event is quiz bee. big yawn. most questions are about the lessons in PT, OT, and SpS. eh since subjects lang sa high school ang inaaral namin ngaun, wala kami maintindihan!! ang lalalim ng mga terms!!. parang tinatamad tuloy ako magpatuloy ng pag-aaral sa PT. haha

so ayan lang naman ang masayang buhay ko sa PT. thankful talaga ako na marami-rami na rin friends ko rito, para naman ma-ease ang boredom...haha

i saw another honey today!! rachel estella--commerce..haha...ang dami kong papakasalan sa simbahan ng ust!!

nakakatamad bukas..makikinig ng reyes and reyes lecture. sino ba mga yun? una kong naisip yun reyes haircutters.

PROUD TO BE IN REHAB

wahaha...college week namin ngaun!! so walang aral and relax relax lang after prelims. happy..so happy happy...

kanina may mga booths...and dami kong libreng kotex (yun napkin)...haha...tsaka nagdarts din ako ng balloon..una palang, nakatama na....wahaha..kaya may libre akong block and white tawas.....haha

may inflatables din kanina..parang yun slide sa high fair...kaya lang doon walang bayad kaya slide all you want!! ang saya!! kasama ko nagslide si cupcake (abi bulusan)

oopss..gotta go..nang-epal sis ko...as usual!