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10 useless happenings in my life:

1. i finally possessed the pc solely. my sister finally has her laptop. problem is, the pc has a virus

2. i failed to attend church these past few sundays. so many stupid reasons.

3. im one of the contestants of the intercollegiate pautakan contest. it's a group competition. it's kinda like a quiz bee. our college is one of the lowest. which is something new, since the college of rehabilitation sciences is usually one of the hightest in the list. apparently, im the bad luck since im the only one who's new in the group. and you know what's pissing me off? lumabas ang question kung ano sinimulan ni robert baden powell. turns out im the only one who knew the dude. courtesy of sir eug. anyway, mali pa rin kami. kasi the answer should be scout/boy scouts but i wrote scouting movement. i still dont know the difference between the two.

4. i still hate our theo prof (see #5)

5. since i was excused that day (because of the pautakan), i missed the 2nd quiz in theo. and since she is lazy to make another quiz, she refuses to give me a make-up test. and since she is ALWAYS FORGETFUL, she did not excused me but instead wrote "absent" on the attendance sheet even though my friend just told her that im excused! sum of 2 quizzes is equal to 100 points. i only got 20 points on the first quiz. she didnt hear me say that i was running for honors. i know that because she said that if i pass her subject, she wouldnt give me a special project. the good news is i think im going to pass her subject because my first shifting grade is high enough. the bad news is that i'll probably get a 3 because she will compute my grade with my non-existent second quiz. in short, i'll get 20 over 100! dang it!

6. we have no final exam on phil lit. instead we watch zsa zsa zaturnnah (starred by eula valdez, the only other actress i know there is wilma doesnt) at the ccp last sunday. the musical play is funny and entertaining. a lot of obscene comments and lewd remarks in the script though. and some of the scenes are disturbing (i.e. the kissing of guy and a gay). and there was a guy there who loves to show his abs. anyway, i just hate it because i didnt do well in my reaction paper. i got the names of the characters wrong and i didnt follow directions on how the paper was suppose to be printed. i got so many deductions na tuloy. and it's equivalent to our finals. and who knows what else since our phil lit prof doesnt give quizzes and i have a big fat ZERO on recitation.

7. finals next week. craaaaaaaaap! first one on monday is theo. im not trying to be mean here, just stating the fact, ANG DAMING TRADITIONS NG CATHOLIC! HIRAP ARALIN! and of course, our theo is worse because of the prof.

8. another exam on monday is math. okay na sana eh, kaya lang puro problem solvings. i hate problems solving, simply because i suck at it. nawala pa sci-cal ko. huhu.

9. this is not really a happening in my life, but an opinion. i hate hoping. i hate having goals. i hate dreaming. someday, i'll probably tell you why.

10. um...okay, probably the most serious one. i committed a tiny, itty bitty sin just this thursday. i dont know if God is punishing me or what, but i had a bad day on friday. but that's not the issue here. the issue here is that i wasnt able to sleep well this saturday morning. i dont understand what i feel. it's something like worry, guilt, fear, anxiety...whatever tsuva...depression...i dont know! i said sorry to God but i havent confess my crime to that person. well, that person is scary. so well, i dont know what to do now. why do Christians have to suffer? no scratch that, i deserve to suffer, not other Christians. im really a moron.