mr. rapper's question

Mr. Rapper asked us: " Did the men deserve to die? Why/why not?"

Well, technically, they deserve to die since they were stupid enough to look for Mr. Death in the first place. But if you want other reasons...
1. they're hedonistic drunkards who can't contribute anything good in this already pathetic world.
2. they make this world a worse place
3. they are avaricious men who will never be satisfied. Ought to kill them now to end all their future discontentment.
4. it's a big possibility that they will destroy other people's lives because
a. their drunkards so they might hurt someone in the fit of madness
b. in their discontentment, they might harm others just to get what
they want.
c. they can murder, even their so-called friends, for shallow reasons
d. they are snakes, traitors, betrayers and double-crossers.
5. with their commendable character traits, im sure somebody will kill them sooner or later.
6. to lessen the population of useless, criminal minds
7. and the last reason those men deserve to kick the bucket, well, it serves as a moral lesson for all of us.

GO PARDONER!!....... even if you too deserve to die......mwahaha....i guess i deserve to die too..........let's get drunk....yeah!!! i pity you minors out there......you guys cant enjoy the feeling of drunkeness and freedom.... =D
tsk...tsk...tsk

rattle.... rattle...oh stop it,,, you stupid head

there's something rattling inside my head, or maybe just inside my ears..
when i turn my head, i can hear something moving inside. just like the last piece of tic-tac being shaken inside its container.
veavinne, give me more...
you want a piece of me....
yes, i want a piece of orange-flavored tic-tacs...
yum...
it's either my brain has already turn lose or it's just some piece of cerumen moving around. haha.
did i gross you out or something?
oh, sorry then.

pain in dawn

okay, so it was dawn. how did i know? duh, i look at my cell, since i dont have a clock.

okay, so i was dreaming. i have forgotten what the dream is all about. but im pretty sure it's not the barbie dream. to those who dont know what the barbie dream is, it's the dream where in i find myself in a hallway where in the paintings on the wall are "natatanggal" na and the overhead lights are flickering on and off. i cant describe it that much but it's one of the most unforgettable dreams i have. anyway, it's called the barbie dream because in that dream, i am beheading barbie dolls and throwing their heads in the trash can. i dont remember why, but there are also a lot of blood everywhere.

anyway, im pretty sure its not the barbie dream because i'll surely remember it.

and so i was dreaming...and then i woke up because i felt excruciating, and i mean really agonizing pain in my left calf. i was suddenly wide awake when i realized i cant bend my knee. i touched my calf and felt it to be very hard. yes, HARD. its like i cant press my skin. although i find it quite impossible now as i am typing this. the pain was well, i cant say unbearable since i've obviously bore it, but its extremely harrowing that i felt like screaming. the only thing that stop me is that because i dont want to wake up the other members of the family even if they are in the other room. the next thing i did is just lied still there in my bed and inhaled and exhaled...inhaled and exhaled...and feeling a pulse pumping in my calf (is there a pulse in the calf area?) and after some time, i tried to bend my knee again and yes, i've accomplished the used to be simple task, but with some groaning. i dont think i was able to sleep again, but when my mother called me to come down, i didnt feet any pain at all. hmm..

can you imagine me doing all those stuff? haha...well, its better if you dont.

i didnt tell my mother because i know what she'll say: EXERCISE!!

haha...i believe i really need to do 20 laps in the quadrangle. but sadly, that's not my punishment in scouting..sigh...

im back!

oh yes, the stupid dsl is finally working! well, for now.. i gotta hurry, it might disconnect anytime.
now, that im inside my blog, i dont know what to put. hahaha.
oh, you might not be interested with this, but im saying it anyway. i dont hate angel locsin that much anymore. how did i find out? well, i just saw her new commercial and i didnt feel anything. maybe im just numb. oh well, it's still an improvement compared to last time. everytime i see her face or hear her voice, i just want to change the channel. now, i dont feel anything. maybe it started when i found out her real name is angelica. yes, angelica colmenares. alang alang kay angie, i will try to accept devel, i mean angel locsin's decision.

hmm...ano kaya punishment ko sa scout? talaga bang susuot ako ng type a for the whole week? noooooooooooooooo. ...mas nanaisin ko pang mag-twenty laps or a hundred pumpings. at least doon, papayat ka. haha. pero kasi naman, ikinahihiya ko talaga yun type a. im not proud to be a scout, unlike other people.... pero, even until now, di pa rin ako nagsisisi na pinili ko ang scouting over sa CAT. i dont know why.

grabe, ang sarap ng araw ngayon. kumbaga sa ingles, delicious day. haha. puro free time!!

grabe, lapit na graduation....im not yet ready to say goodbye to my friends and batchmates...pero sa ibang mga tao...well, adios na lang sa kanila!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!

remember, love can change the world!!

--ST. VALENTINE'S STORY--

Saint Valentine is said to have lived in Rome during the third century. That was a long time ago. During this time Rome was ruled by an emperor named Claudius. Many people did not like the ruler.
Claudius was having trouble getting men to serve in his army. He felt many men would not volunteer to join because they did not want to leave their wives and families. He thought that if men were not married, they would join the army. So Claudius passed a new law which did not allow any more marriages. Most people thought this law was cruel. Valentine, who was a minister, did not support the new law.
Even after Emperor Claudius passed the law, he kept performing marriage ceremonies secretly. One night he was caught and thrown in jail and told he would be put to death.
Many young people came to visit Valentine. One was the daughter of the prison guard. On the day of his death Valentine wrote a note to the daughter signed "Love from your Valentine". This was on February 14, 269 A. D.
Some say this started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day.

http://arthur.k12.il.us/arthurgs/valstory.htm

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why? oh why o why?
i think my ipod nano is broken. yes, broken. i haven't used it yet and it is already broken. where is the justice? i had this ipod for 1 year and three months already, and yes i know, im stupid for not using it. but now that i want too, i find out that it is broken. well, im not really sure if its broken. but how can you describe it when the only things that come out of the screen are thin, colorful horizontal and vertical lines. even if its turned off, the stupid lines are still there.
no wait, dont tell me this is karma for not using it after all these months. but heck, i dont know how to use it okay. im stuuuuuuuuuuupid. i never asked for an ipod, i have always been contented with my cel's radio. but my father had to insist that i have one so that i would know something about the fast pace technology and not be left behind.
everytime someone asks me about my ipod, i feel so stressed out. my dad bought it for P11,000+ that time. im sure that it would be a lot cheaper today. i feel like im wasting money everyday. but what can i do? i really tried to learn how to use, but until now, im still confuse.
i have always hated technology. if it wasn't for charlene, i wouldnt care about having an email or a ym. and if it wasnt for krizia, i wouldnt have this blog. point is, i was never really interested with technology and the new things coming out. like a while ago, i was so bored for doing nothing that i borrowed the marmoset's PSP. i played tekken for a while. i used jack 5 and won most of the time. but i already got bored even before half and hour has passed. you see, i was never really interested. and to top it of, im not good with using these new gadgets that are coming out.
i wished i had lived centuries ago. im sure i'll survive. heck, those people survive, why not me? i dont care if they think women are the inferior ones. actually, that would be good for me since im not really an independent kind of person. im very much fine with other people ordering me around. im spineless.
geez, im starting to get depressed again. im so pathetic and weak.

im in love

okay.

breathe....inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale....

stay calm...keep your mind empty...

yes....but not that empty....you're too stupid already...

okay....inhale...exhale...

i love angel locsin. i am forgiving her for leaving GMA.

i love angel locsin.

i love angel locsin.

i love angel locsin.

no...she's a bey%$#@..

i love angel locsin.

i love angel locsin.

no, she's freaking ungrateful..

breathe...phoebe...breathe....

i love angel locsin.

i love angel locsin.

nooooooooooooo..........this is impossible..

i love angel locsin, despite what she did..

Jesus said to love one another....

love one another....

and that includes demonic angels...

okay... scratch that....

im sure she's a good and kind-hearted person...

yeah right.!

i love angel locsin....

i love her....

oh God, Father Almighty! help me!!!!!!!

karma

this is karma.

it seems that i have to live with the stupid angel. live with it in the sense that everytime i open my blog, i would see an angel. and guess who'll it remind me of?

someone advised me to upload it. but, it's a tiring process. so forget about it. i also dont want to make another blog.

got any pieces of advice to take that stupid thing off my face? just because im trying to like her doesnt mean i want to be reminded of her everytime i open my blog.

please tell me you have the answers.

it really cant be remove. i was informed that it is already part of the theme. i want to laugh at that. why would i want a theme like that?

but to the one who helped me, thanks.

and can i just ask something God? is this a punishment? the consequence of my ridiculous hatred towards someone i have never even met?

or maybe, one of my honeys put a bad luck spell on me. or worse, a curse.

ya, that must be it. because we also dont have water for these past few days already. kailangan ko mag-igib ng tubig sa kapitbahay para lang makaligo. ang bigat kaya ng balde.

some life i got.

look, just ignore the angel.

i cant remove it.

the computer doesnt want to.

it's just a mistake.

anyway...

im just trying to accept what she did.
im sick and tired of hating people, especially people i never met.
i'll still be loyal to seven, but i wont hate abs-cbn anymore.

jesus said to love one another.

that's what im trying to do.

i dont want God to hate me.