pain in dawn

okay, so it was dawn. how did i know? duh, i look at my cell, since i dont have a clock.

okay, so i was dreaming. i have forgotten what the dream is all about. but im pretty sure it's not the barbie dream. to those who dont know what the barbie dream is, it's the dream where in i find myself in a hallway where in the paintings on the wall are "natatanggal" na and the overhead lights are flickering on and off. i cant describe it that much but it's one of the most unforgettable dreams i have. anyway, it's called the barbie dream because in that dream, i am beheading barbie dolls and throwing their heads in the trash can. i dont remember why, but there are also a lot of blood everywhere.

anyway, im pretty sure its not the barbie dream because i'll surely remember it.

and so i was dreaming...and then i woke up because i felt excruciating, and i mean really agonizing pain in my left calf. i was suddenly wide awake when i realized i cant bend my knee. i touched my calf and felt it to be very hard. yes, HARD. its like i cant press my skin. although i find it quite impossible now as i am typing this. the pain was well, i cant say unbearable since i've obviously bore it, but its extremely harrowing that i felt like screaming. the only thing that stop me is that because i dont want to wake up the other members of the family even if they are in the other room. the next thing i did is just lied still there in my bed and inhaled and exhaled...inhaled and exhaled...and feeling a pulse pumping in my calf (is there a pulse in the calf area?) and after some time, i tried to bend my knee again and yes, i've accomplished the used to be simple task, but with some groaning. i dont think i was able to sleep again, but when my mother called me to come down, i didnt feet any pain at all. hmm..

can you imagine me doing all those stuff? haha...well, its better if you dont.

i didnt tell my mother because i know what she'll say: EXERCISE!!

haha...i believe i really need to do 20 laps in the quadrangle. but sadly, that's not my punishment in scouting..sigh...