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why? oh why o why?
i think my ipod nano is broken. yes, broken. i haven't used it yet and it is already broken. where is the justice? i had this ipod for 1 year and three months already, and yes i know, im stupid for not using it. but now that i want too, i find out that it is broken. well, im not really sure if its broken. but how can you describe it when the only things that come out of the screen are thin, colorful horizontal and vertical lines. even if its turned off, the stupid lines are still there.
no wait, dont tell me this is karma for not using it after all these months. but heck, i dont know how to use it okay. im stuuuuuuuuuuupid. i never asked for an ipod, i have always been contented with my cel's radio. but my father had to insist that i have one so that i would know something about the fast pace technology and not be left behind.
everytime someone asks me about my ipod, i feel so stressed out. my dad bought it for P11,000+ that time. im sure that it would be a lot cheaper today. i feel like im wasting money everyday. but what can i do? i really tried to learn how to use, but until now, im still confuse.
i have always hated technology. if it wasn't for charlene, i wouldnt care about having an email or a ym. and if it wasnt for krizia, i wouldnt have this blog. point is, i was never really interested with technology and the new things coming out. like a while ago, i was so bored for doing nothing that i borrowed the marmoset's PSP. i played tekken for a while. i used jack 5 and won most of the time. but i already got bored even before half and hour has passed. you see, i was never really interested. and to top it of, im not good with using these new gadgets that are coming out.
i wished i had lived centuries ago. im sure i'll survive. heck, those people survive, why not me? i dont care if they think women are the inferior ones. actually, that would be good for me since im not really an independent kind of person. im very much fine with other people ordering me around. im spineless.
geez, im starting to get depressed again. im so pathetic and weak.