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i dont know why. but i feel panicky. i dont really know...but something inside me feels that i should be doing something useful now. I DONT FREAKING UNDERSTAND MYSELF. crap. i think im stressed. right. i dont see why i should be stressed out. it's a long weekend.

inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale...

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!

oh right. fine. im just going to watch youtube videos. im going to catch up with the music scene.

imagine me dancing to the beat of the music...screaming like a groupie....shrieking like a banshee...my hair wild...my mind insane...my...okay...stop imagining me....