im really insane

i had a crazy dream last night. well, this morning.

i dreamed that i was living in a dorm. i woke up one early morning and needed to use the comfort room. for some unknown reason, the dorm had no CR so i went outside. i walked and walked and passed beautiful gardens along the way. until i came upon a big white mansion. i went inside the mansion to use the cr. i thought the mansion was deserted but when i was already in the CR, i heard 2 women talking. i tried to escape but one of the women caught me. the woman happens to be the owner of the place. she didnt call the police or screamed at me to get out, instead she offered me a tour in her big comfort room. i saw a lot a miniature things made out of precious gems...mini luggage, mini cabinet etc...until the other woman called the owner the because of a phone call so i was left alone in the cr.

when the owner came back, she accused me of stealing. and the next thing i knew i was running inside a mall where cops were following me. i saw a man in leather jacket running in front of me and immediately i knew that he was the real thief. the thief kept on running so i followed him. suddenly, my heart was filled with so much anger for the injustice being done to me so i killed the man. i forgot how.

the next scene was inside a faculty room that looks like a court. am i making sense? i know it was a faculty room because it was filled with teachers. though i didnt recognize any of the teachers i know in my waking life. i was trying to explain my side that i didnt steal anything. no one wants to listen to me so i started crying. until a man and a woman asked me what was wrong. i explained my side of story. both of them were sympathetic.

i dont really remember the exact details that happened next. i remember being inside our house and my heart filled with anger and fear for my sister. i freaking dont know why. all i know was that my brain is telling me to protect my sister at all costs. then i saw the man who listened to me in court approached me. suddenly i knew that he wanted to kill my sister. so i killed him. for some unknown reason, i suddenly had the urge to take off the man's face. and i discovered that i didnt kill the man but my sister. then i saw the woman who was sympathetic. i told her to leave because it was a dangerous place but she wont listen to me. and suddenly, she was dead. the man who i was supposed to have killed stabbed her.

i asked the man why he was doing this. he told me that he was just avenging the thief that i killed in the first part. then i woke up.

the dream was very emotional. i experienced a roller coaster ride of emotions. though i dont know what could all these mean.

* what i've typed are not the specifics, since it was a dreams, i already forgot some details and are not sure of the exact details that happened.